Red heifer and counting the omer.
The conscience has to be emptied before you can serve God. The purpose of the red heifer is to empty the conscience.
You have believed another gospel if you think suffering is strange.

Numbers 19:1-22, Hebrews 9:11-14, Isaiah 4:1-4, Matthew 3:11, 20:20-23, Psalm 104:1-4, 2 Peter 3:12, Luke 12:49-53, 1 Corinthians 3:9-15, 1 Peter 1:3-7, Job 23:8-10

Recorded May 19, 1992 (1072)